We are healing. At times it feels as if it was months ago...not weeks. I think we have to look at it in perspective. We received the terrible news when that little boy was 1 day old. As heartbreaking as that was, imagine if we had found out the next day when we had taken him back to the hotel, or the day after that when my parents had come to meet him, or even worse 10 days later when we snuggling him in our own home. It hurt terribly, but it could have been so much worse.
We are starting to look forward, not back anymore. Nothing about what happened could be changed, so there was no point in looking back. Our dream to become parents hasn't changed and we know that our dream will come true at some point. We have always known that we are not in control and that God has a plan for us. We just have to wait for His plan to be known.
We do thank you all for your thoughts, prayers, cards, e-mails, phone calls, encouragement, support, etc. Without all of you we wouldn't be as strong as we are! You have helped us heal and for that we are forever grateful!
Love to all!
